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Andy called. Said he tried to call last night and there was no answer. Highly possible. I had gone out of town to my favorite Mexican restaurant last night to flirt with my favorite waiter. I had had enough of this place.
My favorite waiter wasn't working, although he was in the kitchen and someone told him I was there... He stuck his head out to catch my eye, and waved. Damn he is sexy. Long black curly pony tail... Mmmm.
Andy's call did nothing but anger me. I miss the times we used to have together. He is so busy these days. I'm not mad at that. I miss the closeness. I want him to stand up and do what he said he was going to do. Sometimes I really do think that he is more pain than pleasure. Of course, I think men in general are. Most of them.
My first writing assignment done, I am still baffled by the second. Like I said, I know happy moments, but not many happy times. I can think of only one time in my adult life when I was happy - content. I guess that will be my story, although it isn't going to be easy to explain WHY I was happy. Nothing really exciting was happening. We will just have to see.
My favorite waiter wasn't working, although he was in the kitchen and someone told him I was there... He stuck his head out to catch my eye, and waved. Damn he is sexy. Long black curly pony tail... Mmmm.
Andy's call did nothing but anger me. I miss the times we used to have together. He is so busy these days. I'm not mad at that. I miss the closeness. I want him to stand up and do what he said he was going to do. Sometimes I really do think that he is more pain than pleasure. Of course, I think men in general are. Most of them.
My first writing assignment done, I am still baffled by the second. Like I said, I know happy moments, but not many happy times. I can think of only one time in my adult life when I was happy - content. I guess that will be my story, although it isn't going to be easy to explain WHY I was happy. Nothing really exciting was happening. We will just have to see.
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